First and foremost, I just currently experiencing some negative shit. ATM my human body breaking out with infectious sores on the back of my right hand, neck, my human face and on the back of my left shoulder. Thank the hist they are healing but they were inflicted by myself somehow due to my depression. And no, it is not by cutting. It's through something else I would not condone any other people both furs and non furs to even think about doing. But damn the itchiness is so intense.
There is this anguish about my precious Newcastle Knights loss to the Brisbane Broncos 56 - 0. You can tell I'm a furry who is sports passionate. And where I come from, residence of my hometown are so passionate to the sport of rugby league that it's like a religion. And the knights are my most favourite NRL team.
The anguish of not going to some local event, I won't call as a convention but a video game swap meet I love to go to for a reason other then just a simple fact I'm a very avid gamer. They had a cosplay comp that day I so wanted to compete in. Not that winning it matters to me as it's most likely it would be me who would most likely be the only entrant who is in a fursuit. And it is video game themed costume contest which is score 1 for me as another reason to be out in that fursuit because my fursuit is of a video game character. Like all 350+ species of Pokémon.
My fursuiting angst is way above my emotional control because my entire family are so against one of the thing I love doing that they refuse to take me as a fursuiter out in public with them. And it's to a point of, fine I accept that but in one condition: I do not want to be seen in public with a fan of the team that is not my favourite in the respectful leagues and sports I follow unless it's the day my teams play against the other persons team. In other words, you wear any merch of the teams that I do not follow that competes in a sport I do. I do not want to be seen in public with you. I'm sorry. If you ain't tolerable to be around me in suit except for reason X, If you want to enforce a dress code onto me then I believe I have every right to enforce a dress code onto you if you want to be around me until reason X. That is how I felt towards my anti fur family and anyone who denies me of going out in fursuit with them. Being so fussy on how I should dress around them.
Now from this point I will stop venting on the negatives that are happening this past week and talk on the topic which is also the headline of this journal.
I know that due to FurDU being closer and closer as this year progresses. Myself attending this convention in general is completely out of the question unless the organiser would create some sort of loophole to make it more easier for me to go to this con in such short time. The thing is there is a convention I found out on Facebook that is much more closer to home for me that I can be in fursuit for, I had brought a ticket online for this convention so in a way, I kind of registered to attend this. The convention I will deffo going to attend is C4. I will be there in suit as my Umbreon.
For those who ain't familiar with C4, It's acronym stands for Central Coast Comic-con. So in a way, it's more or a pop culture cosplay convention that runs for 1 day. It is based in the Central Coast of New South Wales. To be precise in a town called Gosford. I will most likely be going alone. So I will be there doing some fusuit shenanigans, Maybe buying some things and meting some strangers who themselves are most likely be cosplaying and if requested posing for photos. It will be welcomed as long as I'm fully in suit when it comes to photo-shoots that day. Like most suiters I hate being photographed while breaking the magic. Also just for the fun of it, I will be as planed by myself be entering a cosplay contest. Not feeling the need to win like Jessica Nigri's level. Just for the fun of it! I would consider winning such comps as a bonus really.