yeah i know i don't often write in this accursed thing...i'm terrible at keeping journals. though this is more of an apology to all of my friends and those i care for...

I'm sorry i haven't been on that much....as you probably already know i work at Old Navy in a tourist town...and my hours are messing with me and making me NOT want to come alone to deal with more idiotic people. I'm not trying to disappear...i just don't want to deal with stupid humans and they're stupidities. and I swear to god if i'm online and someone besides those who know they can ask for an rp without getting ripped to shreds had better not ask this upcoming week...i only have 2 or 3 days to myself and i REALLY don't want to do that domming somebody who can't even rp decently....though alot of my friends are good at it....some of them need some work and i'm NOT going to mention names....

but i regress. it's been a hard week, it's only getting harder...and i just want to say that i love you to my internet family...Kenshin, Forest, maybe Miles i'm still unsure...and those of you who i forgot...feel free to Bitchslap me upside the head for that.

And to those who are fans of my stories, I am hoping to get one started soon, but will depend entirely on schedule and mood....if i write the story i have on my mind in the mood i'm in....it'll turn into a snuff...and the story i want to write is not snuff work....and it'll just make me feel worse.

anyways. this is gotten to long. All you all that want to talk to me about my stories or what not, My messengers are listed, or you can send me a pm asking me for my messengers! (oh and i need more dom rpers....i'm getting tired of domming 95% of the rpers on my buddy list and only a few of them are switches)