Just need to put things out so I don't fucking explode.

I really hate when you get really emotionally involved in something that you didn't want to, then it's just... not done. I got hooked on a comic when I was looking around for porn, and the damn thing isn't done, and I was looking for porn to relax and now I'm anything but.

It's fucking stupid.

I hate emotions.

I've been really inspired to write today, but I can't get anything done even with my meds in me because I'm so fucking freaked out and I hate this stupid shit.

I don't know what's wrong.

These anxiety attacks have been getting more frequent and worse, and I don't have a doctor yet to go to.

I'm just kinda done with feeling things today.