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9 years ago
Current Goal: Mini Desktop to replace dying laptop ~ $150/$900
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You can send me donations to my Paypal, amber.marie.young63@gmail.com. It'd be very appreciated if you could!Commission Information<<<<< COMMISSIONS ARE CURRENTLY CLOSED, THANKS! ❤ Feelin really shitty right now. Just kinda thinking about how much I've bent over backwards for a lot of my friends in life and how little they've appreciated me in return compared to my selfish alcoholic sister, and my mate too. I know it's good riddance n all that smooth jazz if they don't really appreciate me anyway, and I came to terms with all that months ago, but I'm just in one of those random moments where I'm suddenly thinking about all that crap and it's making me feel really unwanted too. Like how is it that people who treat someone horribly be supported for alcoholic hospital visits for YEARS, and I get fucking hated with a passion from that same person when I make an attempt on my life because I'm in a bad place emotionally, when I've been bending over backwards for this person for years without needing/requiring/getting any support in return from them?
I'm trying not to dwell on it, but it's really getting to me for once, and I just had to get it out somewhere, cause I HATE being left alone with these kinds of horrible feeling about myself. Sorry for all the emo, I promise my next journal will b all warm and fluffy...
Current Goal: Mini Desktop to replace dying laptop ~ $150/$900
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• bluesnowleopard M STUFF [paid] - [ON HOLD]
• kitsuneneko HUSH-HUSH~
• abysscrystal - Chibi Sketch
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You can send me donations to my PayPal, amber.marie.young63@gmail.com. It'd be very appreciated if you could!
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I think it hurts more because you thought that they thought better of you, and it hurts because your expectations weren't met.
Just remember that you're a pretty cool person, and there are people who do appreciate you! :D
There are peeps who do care. :3 Just know that... ♥