And decided I should try to talk to people more often. I do tend to let conversation get flung my way every now and again as opposed to actually talking to people, so, I dunno. Maybe it'll be a nice change of pace. Maybe it'll be another day. Either way, that's done. Have a good one. Or whatever your preference for happiness-to-sadness ratio in a day is. Whatever keeps you going. I, myself, have been trying to escape that period of my life where I refused to try to feel joy. I like to think that's been long past, but I don't know. I do weird things sometimes that don't make a whole lot of sense to anyone except myself at the time. It's a strange habit, finding ways to sabotage myself without trying to directly.