It's driving me crazy that I can't function.

I want to draw but I can't bring myself to do it.

Like even if I were offered a commission I couldn't draw if I tried. Lack of funds isn't motivating me either it's just making me panic more.

I want to play games too but I'm not motivated to do that either.

I'm probably just going to go to bed because it's all I'm good for lately. I'm just so tired.

I WISH I COULD DRAW.