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Starting Again
16 years ago
Alex Grey's Preference-O-Meter
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Did you ever get that want, that desire to leave it all behind and start anew? You want to leave your old life behind and just begin again where no one knows who you are and everything is different.
I'm in the middle of that now. I just want to up and leave my current position in the fandom, while at the same time stay within it. Unfortunately this is hardly a viable decision, what in this age of Internet, and most of all - in my case, at least - a degree of professional responsibility on my shoulders.
Alas, I would really like to begin again. Appear in the fandom as another fresh-faced newcomer without dragging along the reputation of years past, and using the wisdom gained over those years to avoid being the obnoxious attitude that is the stereotype of the furry newbies.
I would like to begin again, I really would, but it seems like a painfully impossible task. I would have to forfeit all the good along with the bad, and it's that good that keeps one in place here. It's a horrible dilemma... but I think I'll stay for now.
I'm in the middle of that now. I just want to up and leave my current position in the fandom, while at the same time stay within it. Unfortunately this is hardly a viable decision, what in this age of Internet, and most of all - in my case, at least - a degree of professional responsibility on my shoulders.
Alas, I would really like to begin again. Appear in the fandom as another fresh-faced newcomer without dragging along the reputation of years past, and using the wisdom gained over those years to avoid being the obnoxious attitude that is the stereotype of the furry newbies.
I would like to begin again, I really would, but it seems like a painfully impossible task. I would have to forfeit all the good along with the bad, and it's that good that keeps one in place here. It's a horrible dilemma... but I think I'll stay for now.
These people, are just poems
They're 90% metaphor
With a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation 
and yes i think we've all been there, relationships id rather forget and mistakes i wish i hadn't made
--And you know how annoying that is.