Irresistible forces, immovable objects...
16 years ago
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Sometimes I feel kinda like an immovable object in certain ways. I just seem to go nowhere. Luckily it's just a paradox, now is it?
I haven't been drawing anything in the past weeks. I tried to pick up the pen, but after a few minutes it just wandered back into the socket. It's not like I am lacking ideas. Especially since the latest Team Fortress 2 Update (which wants me to cheer in delight whilst jumping out of a window) brought a few new ideas to my head... Yes, i even tried myself at erotic art... and I failed... FAILED... FAILED! No one shall ever see this demonic abomination i created...
Drawing is kind of a port... More like an Adapter... You take a source of information and convert it into another format. In theory that works nice, but it doesn't help me, that I can see the images i want to create clearly in my inner eye when i fail at putting them on the screen. I blame the lack of practice, but i just can't withstand the irresistible forces of urge. Urge to play my favorite games, urge to do something together with my mate and of course the urge to expect the results of my artistic efforts to suck anyway... even before I take that damn pen into my paw...
I think i just need to find a style, that suits me. Reaching for the stars is just imminent backache, when you are just six feet tall. I am thinking of adapting a less detailed style, relying on two/three-tone shading instead of full range. Also, I seriously need to learn to follow lines with my pen... Looks like there is a lot of work to do to get this immovable object to move.
Since it is a paradox, all i just have to do is to finally move.
Final thoughts:
-Zen, please give me a feedback on the prints.
-Freebie-newbs, GTFO my servers
-Valve, get me some unlocks!
-Why the hell didn't i cancel my City of X subscription when i stopped playing a year ago?
-FTP
I haven't been drawing anything in the past weeks. I tried to pick up the pen, but after a few minutes it just wandered back into the socket. It's not like I am lacking ideas. Especially since the latest Team Fortress 2 Update (which wants me to cheer in delight whilst jumping out of a window) brought a few new ideas to my head... Yes, i even tried myself at erotic art... and I failed... FAILED... FAILED! No one shall ever see this demonic abomination i created...
Drawing is kind of a port... More like an Adapter... You take a source of information and convert it into another format. In theory that works nice, but it doesn't help me, that I can see the images i want to create clearly in my inner eye when i fail at putting them on the screen. I blame the lack of practice, but i just can't withstand the irresistible forces of urge. Urge to play my favorite games, urge to do something together with my mate and of course the urge to expect the results of my artistic efforts to suck anyway... even before I take that damn pen into my paw...
I think i just need to find a style, that suits me. Reaching for the stars is just imminent backache, when you are just six feet tall. I am thinking of adapting a less detailed style, relying on two/three-tone shading instead of full range. Also, I seriously need to learn to follow lines with my pen... Looks like there is a lot of work to do to get this immovable object to move.
Since it is a paradox, all i just have to do is to finally move.
Final thoughts:
-Zen, please give me a feedback on the prints.
-Freebie-newbs, GTFO my servers
-Valve, get me some unlocks!
-Why the hell didn't i cancel my City of X subscription when i stopped playing a year ago?
-FTP
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