This Deer/wolf still has a busted knee *PAIN*
9 years ago
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so it's coming up to about 3 years since I have had my bsted knee come June, yay not.
I'm behind in my course by 7 months, yeah thats right 7 months I had one tutor that was working with me from the strat, then a second one that was in and wasn't in until she did her back, the thrid one *shudders* had personal problems and brought them into work and everytime I wanted help he would get called away before trying to help me, I'm now on my fourth tutor and he is helping me lots.
So back to my busted left knee, doctors and a specialist can't seem to find out whats wrong, even though I have wear and tear on the jelly of the knee, fuild on the knee which has gone down to my ankle and into my left foot ouch not happy about the pain in my anke and left foot which is basically my whole left leg screwed up, now throw on top that two buldging disc pushing against nerves in my lower back which makes me not a happy camper. When the pain hits it hits in a big way that puts me in not a good mood to do much except try and get work done which is now a lot harder cause I have to use my old laptop, the power brick and plug for my Alienware kept dying on me while I was trying to work so I'm getting a new one from my college whenever it comes in that is.
I really hate this pain I'm in cause it's taking it's toll on me both pysichally and mentally too, cause all I want to do is cut my lower left off or just let it buckle. I can't do what I use to do for work which was heavy lifting, warehousing, picking packing, labouring and machine operating along with some retail work and outdoor work too. I miss walking and such and mainly going out to enjoy a day with a group of people but now I can't even do that cause of my knee but I am enjoying my course.
I'm behind in my course by 7 months, yeah thats right 7 months I had one tutor that was working with me from the strat, then a second one that was in and wasn't in until she did her back, the thrid one *shudders* had personal problems and brought them into work and everytime I wanted help he would get called away before trying to help me, I'm now on my fourth tutor and he is helping me lots.
So back to my busted left knee, doctors and a specialist can't seem to find out whats wrong, even though I have wear and tear on the jelly of the knee, fuild on the knee which has gone down to my ankle and into my left foot ouch not happy about the pain in my anke and left foot which is basically my whole left leg screwed up, now throw on top that two buldging disc pushing against nerves in my lower back which makes me not a happy camper. When the pain hits it hits in a big way that puts me in not a good mood to do much except try and get work done which is now a lot harder cause I have to use my old laptop, the power brick and plug for my Alienware kept dying on me while I was trying to work so I'm getting a new one from my college whenever it comes in that is.
I really hate this pain I'm in cause it's taking it's toll on me both pysichally and mentally too, cause all I want to do is cut my lower left off or just let it buckle. I can't do what I use to do for work which was heavy lifting, warehousing, picking packing, labouring and machine operating along with some retail work and outdoor work too. I miss walking and such and mainly going out to enjoy a day with a group of people but now I can't even do that cause of my knee but I am enjoying my course.
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