As its been for sometime now... years have passed since i graduated high school 3 years ago to be precise... I've traveled through and to so many states, visited so many fluffbutts and experienced a lot of emotional torment from the negative ones, I've applied for a job for over 2 years now and seem to always fail and never get anywhere in life... This month was suppose to be my life changer however I received a letter in the mail indicating it was time for my renewal for my government assistance paycheck the renewal can take from 2 - 4 months... so at the last minute we had to cancel our apartment plans and post pone it till September which really broke my heart again... However in its place thanks to a great friend I will be taking a month an a half vacation from May 28th - July 13th 2016 and this will help me destress and take my mind off of all the pain and suffering. The summary of this is... I know we all make our choices and they all have pros and cons but what happens when your never ever able to get a stable ground in to move on in your life...?, Thank you all for taking the time to read this I know its a lot