I need your Skype q.q

I'm on it, but I don't 'use' it, as in, I hardly reach out first, lol.
But it's a great back up to have!


Story time:

Mother made a comment about my weight/eating habits , knowing I hate myself for it and it was enough to ruin my day...

It wasn't even 1pm yet when that happened

I was talking about lunch, as I ate an early dinner the night before and had no breakfast, and was then hungry.
I don't eat as often as I use to, I HARDLY eat sweets either as I have little urges for fake sugar now. I don't even drink sodas, save maybe once a month.
She then tries to turn it around and blame me, saying she's only worried about my health and pretty much tries to say I have no grounds to be upset.

I know I'm fat, I try to work out when I can (I hate gyms cause I feel so out of place). I'm literally eating less cause of her comments and I'm glad I'm strong enough to not starve myself all together, cause hells know I've been contemplating it for a long time now.

While unpacking what little groceries she bought, she had bought herself a cookie. A pretty big one too. If that was me, she would have made a shitty comment.
My lil sis bought me a bag of cheetos the other day, a rare treat as I can only stomach a small handful. Mother dearest takes the bag off the counter and starts eating by the handfuls, not bothering to ask for some. If I hadn't caught her, she would have ate it all.
Last week, she bought chicharones, which are fried pork skins. She didn't even know what flavor they were cause she was inhaling them in the car.

I go out to eat a lot cause of my boyfriend, but I only eat half, if not less, of my food and take it home. And yet, I'm eating too much.

I eat in my room now, or out of her sight cause of her, and I always use a small half plate for my food now, and one serving.
She had 2 helpings of the food she made tonight on a normal sized plate.

My best friend's moma made me a mini cake, I ate it quickly before mother could say anything...
I have more cake in the fridge from work, but I've lost the will to enjoy it

I just added you on skype, lol

I'm too large for my frame, it causes me pain in my knee and back. But I'm technically around the national average of a pants size 14-16. I'm a 14, lol.

My best friend is trying to help me as well. She use to be a size 16, she's a size 2 now. I ask her for tips all the time, but for her it was simply cutting back on portions and some exercise...
Kinda generic, but it worked for her.

I gained my weight cause of health and my boyfriend. We eat out a lot, so we both got fat. Lo and behold, he's losing weight cause he's working out mildly, ugh. Not fair!

I dont think I've seen a full body of you yet, but I want assume you're about my height, 5'1, loll. All I can see are boobs, which is nothing to complain about :p

I'm on the fence about my moma. At times, she's decent, but she'l never admit she's wrong, which has lead to a lot of yelling in my house and lots of drama over all.... I need to hurry and move out, pretty much. It's taking a toll on my mental health...

Y u so toll!?

Still so tol! Lol

Happy Belated! Sorry I missed this yesterday I wasn't aware the site came out of read only mode haha.

Sorry to hear you didn't have the best of days. I hope today is better!

I'm 5'3.5" and I'm not exactly the most svelte of people <3 Us shorties gotta stick together!

Have a wonderful day, love!

O thank you!!

Fa is being weird after it came back online, haa. It'll take time to get back to normal.

I'm hoping today to be better as well. I'm trying to get my nose pierced c:

You're still taller than me, at least!!

Again, thank you♡

Happy belated birthday!! ^___^