yep thats right today was the day our 7 month mark of being in a realtionship mine and mondragons(aka david simmons) yeah well today was the day till midnight love him a whole hell of alot now i feel drained and very terid with a headache and feeling like i could blow chunks at any random time.

i dont know wy he fell asleep on me so aburtly idk he did have to work today too and he has to work tomorrow idk if we will be going to the funny bone tommorrow at 9:30 pm since he has to work tomorrow 4 to 8 and the way he has been feeling today after her got home we had a long talk im not givingthe details here the ones whotalk to my dragon on the daily bais you guys can ask him but i wont give them out on here its just all random really if it is random ignoring things ignoreing things within myself or just not looking at them is what it feels like to me

my heart hurts right now as i type this a soild love i have found im confused i have probelms that i have to work on so does he this realtionship has lasted this long 7 months worth of love i just hope it will be a year worth of love pure love deep love

real love so deep it hurts to eventhink we could lose each other right nowmy thoughts are not even syncing with my heart damn head damn thoughts damn fucking issues that are hindering me. im growing as fastas i can at this pointin time. Damn fucking issues of mine

god just i need help i need the opioins of those who have been in my place frist love frist realtionship ineed outside eyes to look in and point out to me what i maybe doing wrong and wht i think might be right or wrong

its tough it is im rambling right now but still i need help please help me help myself