About trolls and the general destruction they cause....
Only one thing keeps me going is whenever anyone has something negative or hateful to say, scream, or post online or somehow use to upset someone else, without having any merit to it.....

(Warning: Slightly preachy here, I mean absolutely no offense to it if it might upset you or anyone else reading this, gomen.... ^^)

Is that they will have to answer (and apologize) for every wrong hateful thing they said to you, atone for it, tell the reason why, and then make amends to you for it. And that is in the afterlife, they are judged by every wrong thing, deed, or malicious thought they had.

(I'm not certain about this next part, it might be a bit of a reach, but following the same train of thought, as it were ^^)

They also may not have a chance to apologize to you for it, as they have the time Now to make amends for what they said.

Its like... (umm...just an example here.... ) I came up to you in RL and seen you wearing a blue shirt, a blue shirt that you loved because it was your favorite shade, but I don't know that.

And when I came up to you, I started being as mean to you as I could be, not because I didn't Like blue, I might love blue like you do, but I was being mean to such an outrageous degree, just because I could. I made you feel absolutely terrible about it too.

(Ok stay reading with me, I hope to make some kind of sense SOMETIME Here... hehehhehe)

Now, after a few days or weeks, after puffing myself up about putting you down for your blue shirt, I start feeling bad, remorseful, or terrible for what I did. It is up to me to come to you, and apologise for what I did.

(And here is the keys to my somehow warped reasoning here...)

And I also apologise to you for the degree, or amount of hate I shown at you, the reasoning behind what I did, why I wanted to make you feel bad about you wearing the blue shirt.

Then it would be completely up to you whether to say "I forgive you" or not, with no repocusion <?> to you, as you did nothing wrong. All you did, was wear your favorite blue shirt.

HOWEVER...... (^^)

I have to be HONEST in my apology to you when I say 'I'm sorry for making you feel bad, as mean as I was, I was acting like a complete asshole.'

And not only be made to apologize to you If I was caught, and forced to make a fake or lame apology to you in a public way.

(The reasoning why....) This is one thing I think about when someone does something bad, kills someone else, for little regard, or remorse, and only offers the fake ass apology, only because they got CAUGHT and HAVE to apologize for what they did.

I HATE that.... that is about as fake an apology as you can get.

What they are really meaning when they apologize is..."I got caught, and I have to apologize for what I did, but I don't WANT to apologize for it, I only have to because my ass got caught."

And... the degree that someone does something bad, in deed AND thought or REASON Behind that action, will require an equal HONEST Apology from the heart. Thoughts, actions, and the reasons will be judged equal to the degree that they did these bad things, like a set of scales in balance. The amount of apology MUST equal the action, and what the drive was behind the wrong deed.

If people knew that they had to atone for what they did, and either Not Apologize for their actions, or only offer a lame ass apology for what they did... guess what.... WRONG ANSWER.

And I will be there, laughing my ass off at these wanna be tough internet assholes that think they will never get caught. GUESS WHAT TROLLS, Ya TIME IS RUNNING OUT... so wake the FUCK Up.

Plenty of things have been done to me, in rl and on the web and internet, and knowing I will watch these assholes SQUIRM as they are forced to say WHY they did it, makes me grin inside.

I'll have to show you the amount of trolls that attacked me in my LJ when my dad passed away, and I posted it. Some of the absolute WORST things were said by trolls, internet pussy wanna be thugs, that simply live to hate others.

I wish I can show you what they said, before I erased them.

Overall.... hugs to you sweety, I hope you know that these... trolls... will get what is coming to them.

Kimmyskunk