Hello, folks.

I had such a twisted night lasted night. There was way too much gin (which I'm paying for today, holy hell what a hangover I've got right now). I dragged my sorry ass to bed, watched the ceiling spin, and just pondered the existence of self. There's been a lot of turmoil in my life over the last few years, and it's been weighing heavily on me. I let things slip out of control, and I've hurt way too many people emotionally because of it.

I was lucky enough last night to have a friend who was willing to listen to me last night. He indulged me in wonderful ways while I spoke drunkedly frank about things I wanted to do and was willing to do, and then it hit me.

I'm gay.

I've been in the closet for most of my life... too afraid to admit it. No, I was a straight male and I liked women and that was what I was supposed to do, anything else was an abomination and that was the way it was.

In the back of my mind, however, I dreamed of male on male sex, suckling phalli, being penetrated...

So, here you have it.

I'm Brad, and I'm proud to announce that I am a big gay silver dragon.

Thanks for listening.