well this whole week has sucked for me. first my grandma came and forced me to do abunch of house work like cleaning all of the floors, scrubing off the table and counders, moveing rubber out of the back yard(which last time she was here she forced me to put back their) and replace it all with rock. if that wasnt bad enogh i had to do all of this heave lifting all by me self. i havent even had anything decint to eat all week too. T_T

now my mom said that if the cable dusnt come back on tonight i have to give her my laptop and internet. even if im useing it for something importent i have to give it to her. this is geting fucking rediculus. i do everything around here, i have to all the shit she has for me when she askes. and i always have to give up my food when ever she askes me to. im about ready to flip out and cry. shes takeing it to far now. i want out of the dame house now. im starving and being worked and im geting treated like a dog.T_T