God
16 years ago
General
So here's the deal. I hate God. I'm tired of everyone telling me, "It's all God's plan.". Well as far as I'm concerned, God's a dick. If it's all his plan that means he knows what's going to happen before it happens. He knows the choices we will make and knows how we will react to things. Well that's just it. HE KNOWS! So why do we feel heartbreak? Why do we suffer? It's all his plan to make us love him. He must think we're pretty stupid that he'll have to resort to us feeling like shit to turn to him.
"Well I think I'll go fuck up this guys life, he don't believe in me. That'll show him I exist and love him." Way to go heavenly dad. And the award for most epic fail in fatherhood goes to God with no one else even close to his douchebaggery. I'm so over it.
"Well I think I'll go fuck up this guys life, he don't believe in me. That'll show him I exist and love him." Way to go heavenly dad. And the award for most epic fail in fatherhood goes to God with no one else even close to his douchebaggery. I'm so over it.
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Don't forget the Four Noble Truths. The first one is: "Life means suffering."
But just to renew your faith in your chosen belief a bit, clicky here for some inspiration on making it stop.
Seriously, fag. You're one of my closest friends, and it kills me that you're getting so down and angsty all the time. I know that your life is hard, but there was a time where you'd shed the dramatics and work towards making things better. It wears you down, I know. It makes you wanna stop, I know.
I almost lost somebody dear to me by being just as down and out as you for months and months on end.
However, I do know that the old Wes is in there somewhere. The one who wouldn't dis a higher power for this shit, the one who realized that things happened, the one who resolved all his problems with a laugh knowing that life wouldn't cease because of a setback.
You should stop by, you bitter jerk. We could bitterly eat ramen and play old Genesis games. <3
Oh and this wasn't a rant out of angst. I just stopped to think and it all made sense.
Forgive me for making that mistake, but you have been very "MY LIFE SUCKS" lately. :[