You matter more. Any jerk-face who's willing to cheat on their partner is a waste of time, breath, emotions and is inviting karma to f them up. You'll get through this, just take one day at a time. I wish there were more I could tell you, other than it's going to be alright. *hugs*

Sorry to hear, Seiokou. :( I've been in that situation before. I know how much it sucks to be betrayed by a partner.
It'll take time to heal, trust me. Remain strong, you'll get through this rough patch.

That's why I got out of the whole dating game. Actual working relationships are becoming more and more rare. And with all these new genders, and sexualities: it's a nightmare to keep up. Hang in there Tender Kitten. I bet you'll find someone to replace this clown in no time. Talented, creative, intelligent, natural beauties like you are aggressively sought after by real men.

Wait what? Working relationships have always been hard to find. And 'new genders' have nothing to do with that. They aren't even new. People have been forced into the closet for a long time by fear and they are just now feeling someone comfortable to be who they really are.

-huggles softly and hides you in his wings-

Oh I hope you feel better soon, shame on them for what they did. There going to miss out on such a kind hearted individual.