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Life update :>
9 years ago
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So, life journal !! Again. Yay!
First. My gandfather's memorial service happened this weekend and my mother and father went to attend. So that means lil ol Liz had to run 2 stores at the same time. Thankfully he did good :>!!
Second, fights intensify with my folks. I don't really know how to adress the issue anymore and I keep feeling regret for coming out to them.
Third, for the first time after 3 weeks, they no longer talk about it after the memorial service. My mother, who I see the most, is just staring at me in silence. And her expression hurts more than her words last week, really.
Fourth, I really feel fatigued. I never experienced such depressed psychology, but it has started affecting my work more than I'd like it to be. I find it hard to actually smile to clients <_<
I dunno. Gosh, I wish I could pause and do something else!
First. My gandfather's memorial service happened this weekend and my mother and father went to attend. So that means lil ol Liz had to run 2 stores at the same time. Thankfully he did good :>!!
Second, fights intensify with my folks. I don't really know how to adress the issue anymore and I keep feeling regret for coming out to them.
Third, for the first time after 3 weeks, they no longer talk about it after the memorial service. My mother, who I see the most, is just staring at me in silence. And her expression hurts more than her words last week, really.
Fourth, I really feel fatigued. I never experienced such depressed psychology, but it has started affecting my work more than I'd like it to be. I find it hard to actually smile to clients <_<
I dunno. Gosh, I wish I could pause and do something else!
Sometimes it helps just to remind yourself that you have some control over your life.