well its been 2 years and im still alive but i need to get checked every year for the rest of my life and 2-3 trips to the cancer clinic every year.
i am currently cancer free but its hereditary so its not a matter of if but of when it will come back.

outside of face book and my roommates i have seen my friends all of 5 times since the day i was diagnosed with cancer.

cancer has left me with severe depression, and soul crushing loneliness.
It has left me broken in so many ways. yet i maintain the guise that everything is alright.
i seriously believe that even though it is gone that its still killing me. only slower :(