I always see artists improving themselves and doing stuff their best at. I feel like I'm not exerting enough effort in doing so myself, because I always feel like a sloth not trying to do anything to better myself. It was always talk and not action XD.

Truthfully, I've been watching, uhm I mean, lurking around the internet observing the artworks of kemono artists, and I've been trying to do a similar style to kemono, but I still fail ( T w T ). Oh I wish I have artistic skills like them, hahaha.

It's a little difficult for me draw actually... mainly because I have hands that shake involuntarily. Like god, these hand tremors keeps getting worse as I get older. The reason for the shaking is unknown though, I still don't remember when this thing started.