Take good care of yourself, Tsu. In times like this, I think you need to find people who really care for you to talk with, to try and help keep you going.

; ^ ; *hugs* things will be better! and if you ever need an ear I got two big ones for listening c:

Hang in there, like another commenter just said, this is when you have to be around those dear to you, things are rough and it's normal to be afraid of anything going wrong again, but this is precisely why you need to be around those who love and care about you, believe me :)

You're being pessimistic and say you're not open and trusting. Despite how you think it is, that's actually good. Others would disagree, but you're being realistic and protecting yourself. If you fine tune that, you can work on building yourself up again. So take your time, pull yourself up, draw what you want or don't draw, just make it about you. Regardless, you gotta work on your defences and inflate that ego of yours. Maybe then you'll have the power to break free of your problems. If not, well, I'm good with a crowbar... XD

You know me, Tsu. I'll help how I can, be it throwing a cold bucket of reality your way or headlocking your problems and punching them till my fist hurts, and I'm stubborn. So good luck getting rid of me before you're problems are gone. :P