I love you so much. Please be safe, and take time to cope in whatever way you need to. For those that are still in the closet and can't outwardly express your grief, I understand, and I'm sorry.
The world is cruel and full of hatred, but I love you, and many others in the community love you. Please don't ever forget that.
If you ever need to talk, please don't hesitate to message me. You're so loved, no matter what others say or do. Nothing will ever change that.