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Life's ups and downs
16 years ago
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if funny in a way when shit is hitting the fan how you look over your life and wounder if you made the right decisions or not .... when the chips are down and you have no were to go what do you do who do you talk to ...... your friends .... if you talk to your friends then you bring them down with your crap that they don't need to hear how can they help you .... they can talk to you but if you keep smacking your head into a wall ... then all the help they give you is a wast so .... why do you have friends why do some ppl like you .... why do ppl like me .... how do i help them, how do i teach them, how do i help them have fun ..... i just am thinking to much again and i know i am making my self go do a depression spiral but i just need to get that off my chest and see what you furs and ppl have to say ... how do you get away or calm down from fights and life if it gets you down .... if anyone is reading this and your buy your self how do you deal with life .... and no i am not going to drink or do drugs ...... lol ... i just am trying to learn how deal with life so i don't have have to hurt ppl i care about i want to deal with my problems my self and help ppl with there ... the ppl i care most about i can't help because i can't seem to help my self right now.... and i am mad at my self because i can't seem to help or listen the right way to the ppl i care most about ..... maybe i can just not able to listen to ppl right i don't know .... so what do you all think?
I've run into far too many 'friends' like this and have since been trying to cope with things on my own. I have one person I can tell anything to and know that at the end of the day, they still love and accept me with who I am and what I am going through and they are just happy to be a part of my life as I am theirs. That one close person is all you need really. But I still need to cope with inner struggles on my own for sure.
What I do is just keep a constant journal, read as many articles and such on how others deal with the same problem(s) and really go on long walks away from where I live and work. You'd be surprised how much just getting away from your surroundings and walking to a new place you've never been and seeing new things that help you to realize how much more there is in this world to see and experience. It helps to see how things are never as bad as they seem if you can just stop focusing on the negative aspects you are dealing with. It really is all a state of mind and about keeping your focus on the positive things to help the bad parts not over whelm you so much.
Geeze I've written an epistle here...sorry...-_-;;; I dunno, I just had to say something because everything you wrote kinda hit home for me so, well...there's my two cents I guess...>.> From a complete and total stranger...erm...yeah. >.<
-Temp