...I wouldn't leave someone special to me alone and now he won't talk to me, wont read teh notes i send him telling him i'm sorry and that i'll stop, won't respond to comments...I know he's ignoring me because when i go to comment on his stuff he talks to other peopole within seconds but when i send him a message....i never get one....What did i do? I'm so cunfused if i should just stop trying to say i'm sorry or just go hide in a corner shut down all my web pages and everything and just lethm and everyone else forget anbout this stuipi Highschool Fuck up....that's right I'm a fuck up, i screw up everything he told me to grow up and i did.....You know what i'm just so fed up with trying to sayt i'm sorry when he won't listen to me....so by teh time you finish reading this i'll probably be crying my eyes out as everuyone just points and laughs at teh Skunk boy FUCK UP....... I hate my life and i hate that he wont listen to me...i don't hate him at all...i just hate that he wont listen...... so liek i said...by the time youfinish reading this i'll probably be off and asleep in my Bed...i just want to disappear....i made someone so special to me hate me... I shouldnt have every sent that messgae to him on deviantart...none of this would have happened, I would have never met him and i would never have ended up getting him in trouble.... Don't tell me to grow up or tell me to stop beating myself up because it's already to late...I'm not writing a suicide note.....This is just a farewell note if i don't respond to any of you...don't stop watching me or anything becaue i'm sure i'll be on every now and again hoping taht i'll get a note from him saying what i do wrong and telling me that i can fix it.... This isn't goodbye forever