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scatter thoughts thought this year!
9 years ago
This year been one big up and and down cycles with all crazy stuff some times happens.
Though all this i always have this peaceful place in back of my mind seems never go away it's woods tend be always green but some times goes winter like when i'm unsure or just questioning my self that when i tend get visited by Huge pure white caribou with some string hanging from there antlers with little objects he tend nudge me deep in to woods to very center of this world is huge tree with very wide and huge opening with very frighten little caribou shivering in trees hollowed hole. strange thing is tree half winter and still green as heat of green trying fight back cold unknown of snow.The big caribou nudges me again go comforted little caribou so i do as lay down with him find cover in tree than pull over us as slowly fall asleep.Seem like day past when i woke to find little caribou is gone but standing at tree opening is same color caribou as little there all grown up and huge just smile at me as take me sec to see woods all green again,i get out of tree hole than follow big caribou back where i started as see him leave a fog appears as to hide him from being seeing path he takes.
The not first time this happen this been going on for while with each dought i have i mess up that happy place so i been trying not hard some times when i question my self so much.....
Caribou one creature trys save from my my own cold and icy fate in lonely world of my own thoughts.
I'm a hoofer with so many reasons say i'm not this and that i guess self defeating when i do this to my self.
I need quit doing this to my self ever time see something i like than go in questioning my self to point throw out my self than cold takes over me badly.
Who i'm is something i tend change ever time i been hurt,stressed,lonely.... I have quit that now in big way now of never be happy with my self.
i'm caribou that hide so much my antlers are pale along with rest myself....I hate my self for hiding so much just only way i know how coup with with emotionally pain.
i have so many emotionally scars from my school days, my own aunt and just crapie love life.. some have fade over time but some never totally go away tell something good happen.
my heart is my compass in this world and it so broken now i can barely use it or even say i'm in love..
I have been trying caribou comes to trials of love.
Some good news i gotten in legion beta for wow.
Though all this i always have this peaceful place in back of my mind seems never go away it's woods tend be always green but some times goes winter like when i'm unsure or just questioning my self that when i tend get visited by Huge pure white caribou with some string hanging from there antlers with little objects he tend nudge me deep in to woods to very center of this world is huge tree with very wide and huge opening with very frighten little caribou shivering in trees hollowed hole. strange thing is tree half winter and still green as heat of green trying fight back cold unknown of snow.The big caribou nudges me again go comforted little caribou so i do as lay down with him find cover in tree than pull over us as slowly fall asleep.Seem like day past when i woke to find little caribou is gone but standing at tree opening is same color caribou as little there all grown up and huge just smile at me as take me sec to see woods all green again,i get out of tree hole than follow big caribou back where i started as see him leave a fog appears as to hide him from being seeing path he takes.
The not first time this happen this been going on for while with each dought i have i mess up that happy place so i been trying not hard some times when i question my self so much.....
Caribou one creature trys save from my my own cold and icy fate in lonely world of my own thoughts.
I'm a hoofer with so many reasons say i'm not this and that i guess self defeating when i do this to my self.
I need quit doing this to my self ever time see something i like than go in questioning my self to point throw out my self than cold takes over me badly.
Who i'm is something i tend change ever time i been hurt,stressed,lonely.... I have quit that now in big way now of never be happy with my self.
i'm caribou that hide so much my antlers are pale along with rest myself....I hate my self for hiding so much just only way i know how coup with with emotionally pain.
i have so many emotionally scars from my school days, my own aunt and just crapie love life.. some have fade over time but some never totally go away tell something good happen.
my heart is my compass in this world and it so broken now i can barely use it or even say i'm in love..
I have been trying caribou comes to trials of love.
Some good news i gotten in legion beta for wow.
