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Birthday tomorrow, Lookin for artist and Life update
9 years ago
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So, first things first. I am looking for an artist who would be willing to draw a sketch or a full illustration until tuesday.
Second, it's gonna be my birthday :D!!! I will be 24.
Yay.
As for life update, my parents are putting an effort into accepting me. Which hurts more. It means I changed in their eyes, just because of how they act. And personally, I feel void. It's been a horrible year, with EF being an exception. I am lonely, sad, jealous, angry at the world and at the same time I feel so empty. I find myself doing things I hate, like searching online while I am out with friends. And it feels like I only have problems to talk about, which makes me feel even worse and the only thing that lightens my mood is spending money xD Really.
A birthday I don't wanna celebrate at all :/
And forgive the venting out. Somehow, I need it.
Second, it's gonna be my birthday :D!!! I will be 24.
Yay.
As for life update, my parents are putting an effort into accepting me. Which hurts more. It means I changed in their eyes, just because of how they act. And personally, I feel void. It's been a horrible year, with EF being an exception. I am lonely, sad, jealous, angry at the world and at the same time I feel so empty. I find myself doing things I hate, like searching online while I am out with friends. And it feels like I only have problems to talk about, which makes me feel even worse and the only thing that lightens my mood is spending money xD Really.
A birthday I don't wanna celebrate at all :/
And forgive the venting out. Somehow, I need it.
Happy birthday btw.
So
No harm done.
The best advice I can offer is...try not to see things in a negative light all the time. Look at what good there is in a situation, and focus on that. Otherwise, the negative will always suck you in and drown you. I know I spent the better part of my life believing more of that shit than I should've, but then again, I was also a young, naïve little shit, too.
Try to focus on the good in everything, ya'? :)
Also, any hint as to what you plan to get here...?
Your parents will take you in their arms and say "We love you."
In all honesty.