perhaps i do suck at life. i wish just one month could go uneventful. today i left for work zane and mike where asleep so i thought nothing of it i left a note for zane to watch a movie. my plan was to come back in two hours and check up. well needless to say zane woke up and didn't wish to do as he was asked. instead i found grandma and told her that he was alone hadn't eaten and cried. so here comes my mom to bitch me out, you know at 8 i was walking myself to coldsprings park without anyone there with me.