It became worser than i thought...
9 years ago
I really have no idea how i should start this journal, because im really depressed about all the stuff that happened...
Apparently my RL Brother found my Furry Account on Twitter (I don't know how he just said he googled my name "Allan") and of course he was shocked what he saw there. But that's not the point because i'm proud to be a furry and i wanted to tell it anyways someday cause i dont wanna live without being a furry anymore (Because i met a lot of awesome people since in joined and i will not lose them anymore) BUT my brother was nice to tell my Parents about that Twitter account too so my Dad who doesn't know that imma furry knows it now too.
I talked with my Mom after it (she knows it)...And what she told me hurted me really much. She said i should stop posting anything related to my furry site or AB/DL site on the internet anymore because she won't that the RL friends we have found out about that kinda stuff. I told her that i don't care what other people say and that's this is my life and i decide what i wanna do with it but she just really cared about what other people will say about them (Not me!).
At the end it comes to the point that i should hide behind something thats not me...And i have no idea what i should do because its feels like everything breaks slowly apart.
I just feel empty right now.
I hope i don't make anyone of you sad too. But yeah i'm sad that i can't be that what i want to be
I wish all of you a good weekend
Apparently my RL Brother found my Furry Account on Twitter (I don't know how he just said he googled my name "Allan") and of course he was shocked what he saw there. But that's not the point because i'm proud to be a furry and i wanted to tell it anyways someday cause i dont wanna live without being a furry anymore (Because i met a lot of awesome people since in joined and i will not lose them anymore) BUT my brother was nice to tell my Parents about that Twitter account too so my Dad who doesn't know that imma furry knows it now too.
I talked with my Mom after it (she knows it)...And what she told me hurted me really much. She said i should stop posting anything related to my furry site or AB/DL site on the internet anymore because she won't that the RL friends we have found out about that kinda stuff. I told her that i don't care what other people say and that's this is my life and i decide what i wanna do with it but she just really cared about what other people will say about them (Not me!).
At the end it comes to the point that i should hide behind something thats not me...And i have no idea what i should do because its feels like everything breaks slowly apart.
I just feel empty right now.
I hope i don't make anyone of you sad too. But yeah i'm sad that i can't be that what i want to be
I wish all of you a good weekend
And if I remember correctly, you can set both Weasyl and FA Account that it won't show anything to non-registered users.
That something that might help I guess.