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9 years ago
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idk why im venting hete but i dont really have anyone to talk to
i feel really alone
and its my fault,,, i csnt bring myself to make or keep friends and its all my fault
i cant talk to anyone for long and i just subconsiously stop talking to them oever time
i dont think anyone considers me a friend or a close friend at this point and it really freaking kills me
im just really awful
i wish iw asnt this way and could bring myself to talk to people but here i am sobbing and venting to almost 700 people about my inavbility to keep or make friends
i m really awful im sorry
its funny that im gonna be hanging out eith "friends" tomorrow and I know im gonna be left out and alone ebcause i literally cannot talk to anyone the same
idk wahts wrong wtih me
idksorry
i feel really alone
and its my fault,,, i csnt bring myself to make or keep friends and its all my fault
i cant talk to anyone for long and i just subconsiously stop talking to them oever time
i dont think anyone considers me a friend or a close friend at this point and it really freaking kills me
im just really awful
i wish iw asnt this way and could bring myself to talk to people but here i am sobbing and venting to almost 700 people about my inavbility to keep or make friends
i m really awful im sorry
its funny that im gonna be hanging out eith "friends" tomorrow and I know im gonna be left out and alone ebcause i literally cannot talk to anyone the same
idk wahts wrong wtih me
idksorry
I somehow keep people in my contacts on the hpp[e that one day I will message them again and be really good friends with them but lmao nope hasnt happened yet ;w;
I have separation anxiety so I tend to not let myself get emotionally close to anyone to avoid getting upset later on
I just push people away so I don't get hurt and it's pretty badd
I wish I could talk to you more im like shy af ajasdalksd
We should talk more. I miss our conversations.
yes we need to talk more and also hangout irl whenever i get back in august
i miss u bb cakes
Or you can add my on skype too .
Just let me know man.
my skype is birbinatorr if you ever wanna add me ;w; I just dont keep it public often because I've had really creepy people come and message me