...*sigh* as i promised...heres the journal explaining about a small change in my fursona´s data...one of em...is not going to be with us anymor- no...he´ll be here...but...he´ll stay here...in my heart.

...Have you ever had a dream...that felt like it was completely real? like everything you do , feels exactly as the reality?...the wind...the water...the fire...the grass...everything?....well...the thing is...i´ve had that type of dreams since i was a kid...and guess...what did i always saw in my dreams?...it was him...Alex...He...always stood there with me...to tell you all the truth...Alex...was already there with me...ever since my grandfather died...My dad wasnt with me since my mother and my father had a fight and separated before i was born...so i never had a father figure at my side...Ever since i had those dreams...i kept encountering that blue wolf...always around...so i asked him who he was...what was his name..."...Im Alex...nice to meet you"...thats when everything started...the adventures i had with him...he always was there taking care of me...always at my side. I always enjoyed staying by his side too...he had a weird "wind" around him...like i knew him somehow...years passed and so i grew up with him...he told me he was more like a guardian to me...that he was going to help me through the hard times...and so he did...i kept growing up . Ages passed...so many fights...so many encounters...welcomes and goodbyes...friends and foes...everything. It all might have been a dream...but for me...all of it was real...even the pain i felt in battles...the cold tears running through my cheek...and...his warm and fuzzy fur ^^...He went through so much just as i did. And...i didnt expected this day to come...he confessed me...that he had a limited energy, after the hard battle we had last time...when he became a "guardian of destiny"...His fate was sealed.and...because of the fight we had 2 days ago...that energy dramatically left...and so...he...*sigh* he was supposed to have enough energy to reach to my b-day...but now...He only have enough energy for all the day of tomorrow... Its really sad...and its horrible to say him goodbye...after all this years...but...he told me...an old phrase he told me a long time ago...when my friend died...not so long ago..."she might not be there anymore...but she´ll always be here with you *points at my heart*...all your friends...family...all your loved ones...will always be here at your side"...and so...i wont forget that...he wont banish forever...he´ll keep living for me...right here...

My connection with him was so strong...that sometimes it was him who talked with you all , using my body..and im not kidding...you can think of me as a crazy or anything...but i wont deny what i felt......

Tomorrow...ill upload the new data...including someone who i just presented not so long ago...He...Alex had a son...he had a small family...His name is Kaith Tyler Wolfang...he´s 18 now...and im happy to be along with him...with someone i can call too..."my brother" ^^...because...Alex told me last month...that for he...all these years...i was like a son...like another "pup" for him X3...and he´s really happy with the man i´ve become...

And so i am ...so...he wants you all to know...that he enjoyed knowing you all...and...thanks for everything ^^. "Please take care of my son."


Thats all im writing right now...thank you all for reading this long journal...im happy to have shared something important about my life...and Alex...i promise...ill never give up...ill keep going forth ...for everyone here in my heart...and for you too! Ill take care of Kaith!...and...thank you...for protecting me and guiding me all these years...thank you...my father...