i hope that others feel this if they haven't someday.... i'm sitting here at 1:20 am in the back room and i'm just fucking crying my eays out but i'm so fucking happpy you cant possibly imagin.... every fucking thing that could possibly go right this month has ... and i mean it ... even the little dissapointments and shit .. i'm sitting here laughing my ass off .. ive never feelt this before its like nothing i can even describe except that i'm so happy i'm crying my eyes out... and i feel so changed LOL so many are just gona say "WTF to this" but until youve felt this you cant understand and i'm not afarid of tomarow... or the day afetr that i'm just gona keep moving on to keep on feeling moments like this where EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECT YOU FEEL IT EVERYWHERE!!!!

to eacha nd every single person ive ever even said "hi." to i love you all and thank you so much.