okay so basically i've had a shoulder/back/neck injury of some kind for a while, now. doctors visits are too costly for me, and i struggle with a lot of avoidance/fear of people in general... much less people who could tell me i'm dying.

i believe what is wrong is a muscle spasm in my shoulder and it only gets worse. it's basically like the muscles and tendons there are locked up and unable to stop tensing. magnesium oil helps but only for a small amount of time, as it comes back within an hour at most. recently, i've started having sharper pains and it's seriously affecting my ability to work.

but i've been doing some research and came across this little machine. from everything i've seen and read, this will help me unless i have a different, likely spine-related injury... in which case, i need to go to a specialist, which i frankly cannot afford.

i'm pretty desperate at this point. i keep waking up 8+ times a night in pain with my arm asleep or tingling. i can't lay in certain positions, and i have to be careful how i exercise these days for fear of shooting pains. i would buy this myself, but i'm having difficulty even making bills, and i'm trying to save up 400 dollars for new brakes and rotors on my car... much less finding 30 dollars to spare.

if anyone wants to purchase the thing for me, i'll do one large commission (ie, 1 character full shading and abstract bg or 2 characters, flat colors) or 2 smaller ones (badges/sketches) or 3 icons... whatever works best. your pick.
signal boosts would be very much appreciated. i'm tired of being in pain.

(note: i have 2 outstanding commissions currently in the works. one will be completed before the art for this machine, and the other likely after as it's larger and will take time. just so no one thinks i'm skipping folks in line.)