I swore I wouldn't make another journal until I at least completed a few more drawings.
Well for this sort of occasion I think this was necessary...

Basically I made up with my mother after so many months. I had my doubts but she seemed sincere so I made up with her and decided to help her out with our storage.
Unfortunately the guys who owned the place I was staying at weren't happy about that.
The situation is hard to explain, so in short, shit hit the fan, they got pissed and kicked me out.
Now I am with my mother and little sister, living with my mother's friend who is more reliable than the prick I stayed with previously.

I suppose this was inevitable but you know, I'm not mad I lost another place as much as I am about the fact I basically got stabbed in the back, again.
The guy who took care of me along with his girlfriend had contact with my drunk of a father who kept tabs on me at all times.
I mean really? I didn't find this out until later.

Right now I'm just upset and questioning whether I can trust a soul ever again...
Anyone can screw you over, friends, family, it doesn't matter...
I'm sure I'll get over this sooner or later but this is a huge blow to me...

I am at a safe place now. Safe, more or less.
Where I am I cannot say because I have a feeling my father might be trying to look for us, but rest assured I am somewhere I might be able to settle down for a long good while...

Regarding my drawings, YES I'm still working on them.
I just need you guys to please work with me. I am overwhelmed right now...
This is exactly why I don't charge that much for my commissions. I am slow and on top of it, I'm a magnet for trouble.
I didn't ask for this nor am I happy about this situation.
Just please understand...