Yeah, haven't been around too much lately. Securing this apartment (again), changes in arrangements in regards to living situation, waiting on a number of things... i don't think Buddha had to wait as long!

i thought i had a little bit of that drive to draw back earlier, but it seems to have fizzled out again. Who knows, maybe this coming weekend at Califur will be a catalyst for something creative. Hell, i'm not even too sure if i want to spend an extended period of time at the con; while i do think it'll be much much better than last year's Hyatt fiasco, i don't even know if i have to social capacity to hang out with anyone. Then again, that's just how i'm feeling today. Hopefully said circumstances won't be the case come this weekend.

Just suck it up, have some fun, and try not to smoke as many cigarettes this time.