Rant-Update-Thanks
9 years ago
First off I want to thank each of my watchers. I didn't even realize it but whoa, after just hitting 100 watchers not that long ago, I already have 200 watchers.
Thank you for all that you do and supporting the art that I get, I wouldn't be able to keep doing this or wanting to do this without your support, it means a lot. I also want to give a shout out to all the artists who who have provided me with such amazing and stunning work back to back. Thank you all!
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Onto my second topic, which the subject should be re-arranged but forget about that. I am still holding my votes for the next win a date, I have new characters up for the votes as well. Ranging from a Femboy Snekku, a Incubus Demon, a Glow Bat and my current flavor of the month Obelixx the sergal. So don't forget to cast your votes to see who gets to be the host of the win a date! This time the win a date will be a comic that depending on the auction will range from 3-5 pages or even more! We shall see!
Check out the voting here! Right now Obelixx is in the current lead with Venenos[the glowbat] following right behind!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7669803/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7669803/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7669803/
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Lastly my rant, I try not to rant too much on FA but hey, sometimes people listen, right? So I'm not the best of friends a person can have. I sometimes say things I don't mean to, I fuck up a conversation and make things just go south. It's a habit I have and need to break. I stop talking to people randomly at no fault to them, and it hurts everybody. I feel as if I am doing this more and more and just alienating myself from people more so than ever lately. Now I'm not looking for Pity, Sympathy or anything along those lines. I just need to get this off my chest. I can't hold a stable relationship anymore, I can't hold a friendship, and when I do get into a relationship or a long lasting friendship it's with an abusive partner or friend. Yet the ones who are actually there for me get pushed away. This kills me so so badly, and I'm trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I know a partial reason to the situation and rather not disclose that information to the public, but it's not the only thing affecting this. I've sought out help and medication to ease these feelings and try to help with the stability. So far nothing has helped, and once again, I'm not looking for sympathy or anything along those lines. This is just me getting this off my chest. So thank you for hearing me out and yeah....
Again, thank you for your support, it means a lot ^^
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Unless I'm one of those abusive friends, which I really, really hope you'd have told me by now if I was. :c