Well those who like in UK are probabaly well aware of listening to Radio 1 where they do a part of a show for their changing track after listeing to stories. for me i kinda had one myself for today esepcially when things has gone horrible wrong :<

First of all i have missed a good opportunity in life...(for personal reasons i can describe exact details). what happend was there was something i have been after for a while but rather and grab it straight away i desided to hold on and wait to assess the situation waiting for the right moment before i could take it...but sadly i left it too late since it got taken away from me :< i never felt so heartbroken like this before since i have been after it for a while only then to hung back far to late and left it slip away. It hurts when you missed an opportunity :<

Second of all Family wise it has been rather strain lately especially involing meand my step dad especially whenhes telling me all this bullS**t which is not true and pblaming some problem on myself which is very harsh, i want to move out, butfor finacial reasons i couldn't

then the third thing happen was work, just nearly two weeks away until i go on holiday all in the sudden i got piled up with prjects, not only that i also have a major customer complaint regarding electronic drawing problems even though it has nothing to do with me (i do Mechanical drawings)

things been llooking down until i got some encauragement from Loz Swiftwolf, not only he helped to pick me up a bit trying to cheer me up he alway gave me some inspiration for the drawing which as a gift i have done for him (thank you), while i was drawing i heard my changine track which made me feel good about myself and that was Linkin Park - New Divide. Its an awsome track which is made official to be used for the next tranformers movie: Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen

anyway for those who wants to listen here the link:-

Linkin Park - New Divide
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGcQU27JBQI