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Getting my life in order.
9 years ago
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Hear Ye, Hear Ye:
So, anyone who knows me knows I can be an asshole sometimes and am constantly fretting about something, but those who barely know me know me as this goofy RP addict who's always cracking up and obsessing over characters. The fetishy guy, you know?
Anywho, I'm working 6 days a week, picked up a second job, sorta, have my boyfriend, and a few friends I really owe time to. And my family, too, who I sort of abandoned for a while...
My point is, I now have less spoons than I usually have (for those who don't know, I have mental issues at times, so I have less energy than the normal person; spoons represent my mental capacity to do things... My energy, if you will).
That being said, I'm done trying really hard to maintain friendships with people who never talk to me or always push me aside for others. If you want to be my friend, you'll make an effort and if I always have to message you first, then there's an issue. I'm not one for small talk, so I often use RP and jokes as a means to talk to you about stuff, but if you start a conversation with me, I love to talk. I just have a lot of people who are being dicks or never respond or disappear but still talk to everyone else. I understand busy and I understand life happens, but if you enver talk to me, I'm done waiting. I'm done sitting around being the little kid who wants to be friends with everyone. I'll still be nice, but either make time for me, too, or I don't have time for you.
That is all; feel free to note me if you have any issues with this or need to speak to me. If I'm on your Skype, feel free to IM me. I want to be friends with a lot of people on my Skype, but nobody dares ask me if I'm okay or where I've been if I disappear, so, I mean, who really cares about me? Time and all that tells me.
Anywho, I'm working 6 days a week, picked up a second job, sorta, have my boyfriend, and a few friends I really owe time to. And my family, too, who I sort of abandoned for a while...
My point is, I now have less spoons than I usually have (for those who don't know, I have mental issues at times, so I have less energy than the normal person; spoons represent my mental capacity to do things... My energy, if you will).
That being said, I'm done trying really hard to maintain friendships with people who never talk to me or always push me aside for others. If you want to be my friend, you'll make an effort and if I always have to message you first, then there's an issue. I'm not one for small talk, so I often use RP and jokes as a means to talk to you about stuff, but if you start a conversation with me, I love to talk. I just have a lot of people who are being dicks or never respond or disappear but still talk to everyone else. I understand busy and I understand life happens, but if you enver talk to me, I'm done waiting. I'm done sitting around being the little kid who wants to be friends with everyone. I'll still be nice, but either make time for me, too, or I don't have time for you.
That is all; feel free to note me if you have any issues with this or need to speak to me. If I'm on your Skype, feel free to IM me. I want to be friends with a lot of people on my Skype, but nobody dares ask me if I'm okay or where I've been if I disappear, so, I mean, who really cares about me? Time and all that tells me.
