so after more realization that people on this site usally dont give a crap about me or most people avoid me from the "winder" drama that happened back then or some of the mistakes ive made and its been making me almost not wanna be on this site anymore.

i keep getting so depressed from this site, seeing how other artist get so much love and attention and then i look at how abandoned and forgotten my account is and its been making me so depressed to were ive been lightly getting suidicidal over it >,~,<

ive been so lonely on this site dispite my last time i was gonna leave FA every one did support me... but then right after the just disapeared ;n;

im only gonna be here for a while to see if anyone actully cares for me, not to say "oh i care for you, stay cuss i like your art" and then go away after that p~p

and reason im feeling like leaving FA is because i notice that some people (wont mention names, but lets just say one of them starts with a "W") do really lazy art, or get like 2 people to always have them slave on there art for no reason and chug out some of the laziest crap ive seen get like 1000+ views and many fav's, then my art only get like 100-200 views and like 20 fav's, and even to were i do it all by my self, then see my work get tossed out the side. ;n;
so im getting really sad how people like that get so much attention/complements and all i get is "this looks decent" and how i work so hard for nothing.... >,M,<

i dont know if ill stay on FA any longer or just use it as a talking site now or just posting mature art..... i dont know im just so sad from how this site is to me ;~;