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My broken tired heart
9 years ago
The ramblings and ingenious philosophizings of a Victorian Otter
I am so broken and tired.
One minute its, "I'm coming down there as soon as I can," and the next moment its, "As soon as I can is going to be a couple of years." Or something equally as stupid.
I'm tired of playing this stupid game. Either jump or back the fuck off and let other people do it. Not that there's anyone else trying to jump, or that I want anyone else to jump.
I'm so tired of this crap. I let myself get stupid again. Again. Again. I'm such a fucking moron.
I can't even cry anymore about his shit. I've cried myself out over him and his stupid indecisions. I am literally a dry well. Which is fine by me . . . I need to get back to my life and art and stop worrying about his inability to commit to anything.
Stupid, stupid, stupid otter. Never should have bothered playing . . . just to get my heart hurt again and again and again.
One minute its, "I'm coming down there as soon as I can," and the next moment its, "As soon as I can is going to be a couple of years." Or something equally as stupid.
I'm tired of playing this stupid game. Either jump or back the fuck off and let other people do it. Not that there's anyone else trying to jump, or that I want anyone else to jump.
I'm so tired of this crap. I let myself get stupid again. Again. Again. I'm such a fucking moron.
I can't even cry anymore about his shit. I've cried myself out over him and his stupid indecisions. I am literally a dry well. Which is fine by me . . . I need to get back to my life and art and stop worrying about his inability to commit to anything.
Stupid, stupid, stupid otter. Never should have bothered playing . . . just to get my heart hurt again and again and again.
