sorry guys about making you worry from the last journal o~o;
i was having really bad emotinal problems and i should not have made it public, but sadly no one was only late at night and i decided to make it public >~<'

after awhile of talking to freinds and thinking i found out why i was really sad, i was focasing on drawing for what the people wanted and fame rather then trying also drawing stuff to make me happy as well.
i also need to stop comparing my self to other artist and focas on my self most of the time, as it has been making me become depressed and sad o~o

so sorry if i made people worry alot from the last journal and that, i was just going threw a lot and wanted to talk to someone about it >~<