Guess who's back!? yep, It's meeee~ Oh my gosh it was so horrendously rough to be so cut off from the world, I legitimately was losing my mind and falling apart day by day, I actually thought of suicide for the first time since I was a teenager, yikes... but thankfully I had some wonderful amazing friends to help me pull through!  Baphnedia was extremely kind and awesome to give me his old laptop which I am using right now to type out this journal! <3

Not much to say really! I'm alive again yaaay! Not much has really happened other than sleeping and going out to try to do anything to keep my mind off of thinking too darkly. It's great to be back and to see everyone again, currently working to try to get an actual PC built and running. For now though this laptop is a perfectly acceptable and suitable stopgap to get me back on and back to keeping in touch with all of you awesome folks! ^w^

I'll still be a bit busy as I'm currently trying to get all the parts and preparations for the aforementioned new PC, for now I want you all to know that I am back! And I will reply and poke back to everyone who poked during my lengthy absence when I am able, for now... whew... I am so stressed I need to sleep, I'm tired! @w@

*Snuggles everyone tight!* Love you all, and seriously I'd be in a hugely worse state of living without all of you making my life worth something. To give me a reason to get out of bed and face the day, to continue to exist and be a part of this world, and to bring me the joy and love I always wished I had, for that... I will always be eternally thankful and indebted to everyone I've met here who've stood by me, I honor it everyday. Not once did I ever stop thinking of all my dear wonderful friends~ <333

With that... my gray fox form is pretty much retired and discontinued, aside from maybe specific picture ideas, the new versions of me are the new me to draw just to inform you all~ I shall be slowly coming back into proper activity soon!