new journal 'cuz I disabled comments accidentaly >_<

So in result was a throat infection on wich I'm taking antibiotic right now... a strong one... cause me some sympthons like diarrhea, etc, bust also spend this week freaking out like crazy and trying new meds to calm me down!! never had such strong panic attacks... too much going on rn... all I want to do is to be able to calm down... and can't do much anything 'cuz my vision is a bit blurry and I can't focus on drawing (wich I'd like)

hopefully these sympthoms will dissappear once I empty the antibiotic... and with the new meds... hope everything gets alright... thanks for reading and good night peeps! PS: eating is still difficult, no hungry at all.

UPDATES; had been eating a little more, still sick but feeling less crappy than before

I think I can come back to draw now, I have a untaken pose here if you guys wanna check it out: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20510451/ !