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9 years ago
I am starting to think that there is no point to dream about something I will never see...love I will never experience with people I will never meet. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of silly things, and perhaps that time is here.
Families require money - large amounts of money... women want men with tons of money and power. I...have neither... and the looks of things tell me that I will never have either. In some comfort, I would have been a lousy father anyway - and given how the world is turning out to be, I'm doing a solid to any kid I would have had by not seeking to have them at all.
Families require money - large amounts of money... women want men with tons of money and power. I...have neither... and the looks of things tell me that I will never have either. In some comfort, I would have been a lousy father anyway - and given how the world is turning out to be, I'm doing a solid to any kid I would have had by not seeking to have them at all.
If I were perfect, then I feel I COULD say "This will never happen to me."
But I'm not, so I can't.
I will never have my ability to CHOOSE to hope taken from me. And choosing to hope will always be the right decision because I'm not perfect and I do KNOT know that tomorrow will be a crap fest like every other day before it.
Choosing despair creates a self-fulfilling prophecy.