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Its an Inner Thing
9 years ago
(¯`·._.·(¯`·._.· One with the Hive ·._.·´¯)·._.·´¯) Hey guys its 
neox
So Ill Quote something in
Kimono-Box-Foxs PM that smacks it bang on the head.
"But I wonder--in your persistence in 'spreading' this species, and in such deep articulation--is this merely an elaborate game of roleplay, or are you perhaps probing within yourself for answers, to a longstanding craving--for change of self? It seems as if you are spiritually seeking, as I have been. Desiring to be 'more' than you are already. I wished to confirm such suspicions. We may, in fact, be kindred souls."
I want answers to life. Why can we never have enough satisfaction in life?. We want truth of the universe. Of life.
We as a species (or any species really) have always desired more. To go up to a place where it all goes down And it leads me and my crazy fucked up head to the hive mind.
Think about it. We have the internet now. We are connected in more ways than ever, and its just going to get bigger and bigger, Faster and Faster.
I use everything around me to push me forward in the here and now.
I feel my body and when i Delve into my mind, Deep Down this is what i find.
Millions of Paths.
In my eyes it is both the past and future of us spreading so far.
So i want to know how that all fits within the cosmos.
Why i would think of things like the Bal'Kar.
Why Slug sex is so appealing to me.
Why i am so god damn weird with primal instinct.
Why do i see a world of flesh slip over us? A world of flesh Dancing to music...in pleasure together as one.
Thats our bodies right? its what our bodies tell us to do and it gives us pleasure through emotion.
All emotion is physical, There is a balance between every single one.
Even the emotions of Fear and Hunger. And that is Change... Change Spirals us.
Accepting and needing Change, balances out fear and hunger.
We seek it from everyone and everything around us.
If someone Cheats on you...its because they are hungry for something else. Accept it like a doe has got to when a tiger takes its young. Move on.
You fear loosing something or someone. Need it. It's gonna! Happen no matter what you do.
This is part of the fight around the world. Things are taken from us, and we as humans fester in those moments. It's imperfect.
Go ahead! Call me Crazy!
You have seen what i am with my art!
I "Hypothesize" that the Furry community becomes part of an historical change. When we have Cybernetics, we can make our suits out of getting more realistic and natural as the years go on. We already have the blueprints here on this website here at Furaffinity. Get inspired by images! Keep watching animals on the internet. Never let go of your phone.
We are already making our virtual worlds in games. They too get better and better as time goes on.
Connect with animals on a deeper need. We are already saving the animals all over the planet. We take them into Space.
People go in different paths and become new stars...New worlds through the ejaculation of life.
Does our world Really Exist? I want answers. And everyone of you needs to grab hold of everyone and work together.
So ya. I see the Bal'Kar as a path that can innocently tell people of the Truth. Make a "Fan Thing" show us into the Future.
Like everything else we see is.
neoxSo Ill Quote something in
Kimono-Box-Foxs PM that smacks it bang on the head."But I wonder--in your persistence in 'spreading' this species, and in such deep articulation--is this merely an elaborate game of roleplay, or are you perhaps probing within yourself for answers, to a longstanding craving--for change of self? It seems as if you are spiritually seeking, as I have been. Desiring to be 'more' than you are already. I wished to confirm such suspicions. We may, in fact, be kindred souls."
I want answers to life. Why can we never have enough satisfaction in life?. We want truth of the universe. Of life.
We as a species (or any species really) have always desired more. To go up to a place where it all goes down And it leads me and my crazy fucked up head to the hive mind.
Think about it. We have the internet now. We are connected in more ways than ever, and its just going to get bigger and bigger, Faster and Faster.
I use everything around me to push me forward in the here and now.
I feel my body and when i Delve into my mind, Deep Down this is what i find.
Millions of Paths.
In my eyes it is both the past and future of us spreading so far.
So i want to know how that all fits within the cosmos.
Why i would think of things like the Bal'Kar.
Why Slug sex is so appealing to me.
Why i am so god damn weird with primal instinct.
Why do i see a world of flesh slip over us? A world of flesh Dancing to music...in pleasure together as one.
Thats our bodies right? its what our bodies tell us to do and it gives us pleasure through emotion.
All emotion is physical, There is a balance between every single one.
Even the emotions of Fear and Hunger. And that is Change... Change Spirals us.
Accepting and needing Change, balances out fear and hunger.
We seek it from everyone and everything around us.
If someone Cheats on you...its because they are hungry for something else. Accept it like a doe has got to when a tiger takes its young. Move on.
You fear loosing something or someone. Need it. It's gonna! Happen no matter what you do.
This is part of the fight around the world. Things are taken from us, and we as humans fester in those moments. It's imperfect.
Go ahead! Call me Crazy!
You have seen what i am with my art!
I "Hypothesize" that the Furry community becomes part of an historical change. When we have Cybernetics, we can make our suits out of getting more realistic and natural as the years go on. We already have the blueprints here on this website here at Furaffinity. Get inspired by images! Keep watching animals on the internet. Never let go of your phone.
We are already making our virtual worlds in games. They too get better and better as time goes on.
Connect with animals on a deeper need. We are already saving the animals all over the planet. We take them into Space.
People go in different paths and become new stars...New worlds through the ejaculation of life.
Does our world Really Exist? I want answers. And everyone of you needs to grab hold of everyone and work together.
So ya. I see the Bal'Kar as a path that can innocently tell people of the Truth. Make a "Fan Thing" show us into the Future.
Like everything else we see is.
Was to hold close to a family dog, as she unsettled in her sleep, legs shaking as she ran in a dream I could only imagine sharing--and just to chant to us both--
"'It' is enough."
... On some level, you control your desire, and your body, and you can remember how to feel 'love', unconditionally. Life is physical, temporal, and causal, despite our want for a greater, convenient magic. We must control what we can, before we ask for further control.
As Sheryl Crow would sing--"It's not getting what you want--it's wanting what you've got."
Crazy is our cosmos. Crazy is that we're the boogers flicked around space by some stars that we just accept for granted to be there, in our sky, not killing the shit out of us.
You are not crazy--either to want the body of a behemoth, or a mind united with the life around you. 'Ambitious', a 'dreamer', 'short of the words to describe the indescribable', maybe, but not crazy. Have heart!
but I gues that's the problem, trying to give our desire to find our own, our personal satisfaction a name.
For some it might be popularity, for some it may be financial, for some it might be gaining more and more knowledge.
To keep up this satisfaction we'd constantly try to push forward, gaining more and more of this emotional ressource called recognition.
However, I share your opinion with the hive Mind. Many individuals being part of the one greater being, being one. It creates such tight bounds and relations, knowing you're not alone with the things you do or plan. The order, the way of thinking in the hive, as a hive is really worth striving for.
"I would take on the form of the lady therianthrope. A gorgeous, non-human with human-like physique and allure—canine, furred. Impervious, immortal, untiring, unailing.
I would then proceed to devour a ton of delectable shit, and torment petty humans, disappear into the wilds, run up walls, run 'through' walls, invade any and all manner of places to explore, to quest, to hunt for beauty and bask in it, filled with endless purpose and energy. A true hound.
And when foes challenge, and nonsense ideology presents itself, I wish to dash its window asunder with my body, pin it down with my paws, and tear its throat out with my teeth.
And then I will find the finest fellow bitch, hidden within whatever other human it may be lurking within, and I will draw them out, and forge our pack, to devour the human race down to the last screaming, praying, weeping member of its ilk.
THAT is my enlightenment."
Guess it's a good thing there aren't any gurus out there speaking my 'language'. I'm practically Zuul, over here. Godhead? Not even. Try Doghead.
This lady is capricious, be careful what you try to reclaim. You might just find she hallucinates a lot as a pastime, and hallucinations are anything but loyal, even if we like to play your game...
Which we do. Eheh.