God I feel like shit
I feel like absolute shit
I need the money but like, classes are starting up and I'm already behind because I had to miss the first week of class. Point is, I know I really haven't gotten many recently but I don't wanna deal with it so commissions are closed again. Sorry.

I've also dealing with a bunch of dumb head stuff I ain't gonna bother any of you with, so any work will probably be mostly personal stuff until I get out of this rut. I just don't have too much free time and like, what I have of it I wanna try and be happy. If stuff lightens up some I'll get things finished, I really don't have much to finish in the first place so it's more just kinda aggravating at my incapability to get things done. If anyone who I owe stuff to would like anything extra to compensate for the time, please just let me know and I'll make sure to do that for you when I next can.

PWYWs are still /kinda/ gonna be open? They're gonna be limited to streams though, if I end up doing any streams around this time (which I'm going to try to I do genuinely enjoy streaming)

Lastly, my birthday is on August 4th, and I'm gonna be 21. Birthdays are... a real hard time for me to begin with. I'm gonna try to keep positive though! I'm planning on doing stuff with my partner and honestly I need a really good day so I'm hesitantly looking forward to it lmao

I'm only mentioning this in case anyone asks (because my mutuals are sweethearts and idk someone might) but like, if you want to get me anything honestly all I want is art of any of my darlings (most their refs are here http://toyhou.se/tapperhed/characters but I'm still rly behind with updating that lmao). I mean don't feel obligated or anything skdfnsjkdfns really it's just if you want no one's gotta do anything!!! ;o;

Okay that's all- Thank you anyone who read this to the end I'm sorry I'm so wordy ahahahhh ;;;;;;