Update-Important Stuff
9 years ago
Many of you know that my life has been up and down for a very long time. Recently I have fallen very far away from myself as an artist. I feel super disconnected from it and having issues with my confidence. I'm not looking for compliments on my art or whatever. I have come to the point where art is starting to give me anxiety when I try or I get super low on myself. I hate it.
So what does that mean? I'm going to stop for awhile or well basically commission artist a while if not forever. I can't keep doing this to myself. I shouldn't hate something that used to bring me so much joy. It's not healthy, nor is it fair to anyone. I will be refunding people and finishing some stuff. Poses will not be a thing I will be doing if I ever get back into doing commissions. It's so much stress to do them. I want to be able to do art with confidence again and love what I do. I don't need people getting art that isn't what it can be.
I'm not leaving or going anywhere. I will be around still. Sorry, I'm just letting you all know what is going on.
So over the next month or so I will be refunding much as I can but keeping myself a float, since I haven't taken a commission for anything new in so long.
I will also be moving again in a few months somewhere else where I will be alone. so hopefully I can find myself in the art community again.
I'm keeping my character. This isn't the end of the world, nor is it a bad thing. I just need to figure myself out as an artist.
Try new things. Build myself back up again, find me.
I'll let you know soon darlin
Miss you