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Terrible Tuesday
9 years ago
The ramblings and ingenious philosophizings of a Victorian Otter
Today was a very weird day. A lot of craziness at work, and then I get home to more insanity. Life really is . . . funny.
I went to the Monkeybutt, as we call my favorite coffee shop. I got some of those awesome vegan oatmeal cookie sandwiches. They are truly divine.
I think I found God again. I don't know. I find it very hard to dispel miracles. I want to believe. I really do. I am skeptical but not, you know, anti-completely . . . I do hate religion though.
-sighs-
I'm in a lot of funny places right now. My dingo had a bad dream and he texted me. I almost fell apart when my phone died and I couldn't get to talk to him. I am seriously needy. I am so alone. I don't know why that's such a problem now. I have been alone for a long time. All my life even. I just feel really abandoned now.
My dingo is so far away and the wolf can't cope with me anymore. In truth, I think she can't cope with her own faults and she's projecting them on to me.
I don't know. It doesn't matter anymore.
While I was at the cafe I started a picture of me and Rocket Raccoon. I am going to add Groot in the back, as a pair of tree legs, because otters and raccoons are so much shorter than giant trees. LOL
That and my puppy wants a picture of a very big feral dingo, and a very short standing under his paw, feral otter.
I love you, Spark. You are my inspiration and my muse. I don't know how I lived as long as I did without you. I can't wait to see you again, and to kiss you again and to hold you again.
I love you, Spark.
I went to the Monkeybutt, as we call my favorite coffee shop. I got some of those awesome vegan oatmeal cookie sandwiches. They are truly divine.
I think I found God again. I don't know. I find it very hard to dispel miracles. I want to believe. I really do. I am skeptical but not, you know, anti-completely . . . I do hate religion though.
-sighs-
I'm in a lot of funny places right now. My dingo had a bad dream and he texted me. I almost fell apart when my phone died and I couldn't get to talk to him. I am seriously needy. I am so alone. I don't know why that's such a problem now. I have been alone for a long time. All my life even. I just feel really abandoned now.
My dingo is so far away and the wolf can't cope with me anymore. In truth, I think she can't cope with her own faults and she's projecting them on to me.
I don't know. It doesn't matter anymore.
While I was at the cafe I started a picture of me and Rocket Raccoon. I am going to add Groot in the back, as a pair of tree legs, because otters and raccoons are so much shorter than giant trees. LOL
That and my puppy wants a picture of a very big feral dingo, and a very short standing under his paw, feral otter.
I love you, Spark. You are my inspiration and my muse. I don't know how I lived as long as I did without you. I can't wait to see you again, and to kiss you again and to hold you again.
I love you, Spark.
