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Vivid Dreams~
9 years ago
I had a dream last night that I was finally post op for top surgery, and I could feel everything. Quite literally. Every pull of the stitches - My drains tugging when I had to clean out the bulbs - Everything felt so fucking real to me and basically it's more or less set my entire mood for the day, which isn't that great.
But anyways - I have a few commissions lined up, which will allow me to throw money into my savings account for top surgery.
Hopefully someday soon, I won't have to dream about this stuff anymore, and it'll just be a reality. 
I have those kind of dreams really often that you can feel everything as if you're awake. It sucks when you bang your knee against an edgy wall or door though, your whole knee feel painful and stuff.
I hope everything goes well though, a surgery isn't a great thing to let it happen. But since they're really well-skilled with these kind of stuff, I'm pretty sure it will go as planned. I still wish you the good luck for it though. c: