FA+
Shop
I'm falling down...
9 years ago
Shadow: the untold part of us is maybe the most fearsome part,
it’s the darkness inside, the worst feelings inside our heart,
you can let it free, or shut it up, cause it doesn't matter what you do,
the darkness inside will always be, a part of you. I'm such an asshole... thanks to my stupid personality I'm losing contact with friends... some of them were friends who were with me since the begining of my path here on FA, now they just don't talk... others got mad at me for stupid little choices I've made about things... because I seemed to prefer my own amusement before theirs... the most significant ones are
johnbluefox he was one of the first watchers I've had... Ever! And now... there's no clue of him... it's been a real while since i last talked to him...
MidnightAegis he's another example of my stupidity against others... he was a friend that used to talk to me a lot, we did a nice long RP... but because of my choices and negligence... I've pissed him off... now I guess he's gone forever...
And now my beloved sister 
celestialqueen she is such a supportive and caring person... and I've managed to broke her heart with my stupid problems... now she doesn't want to talk to me neither...
Well, I think it doesn't matter if i post or not... but this supposedly is aimed to help me release my psychological pain... but it doesn't work...
Forgive me all those who I pissed off with my shitty person...
It doesn't matter because nobody will may see this...
I'm thinking now the possibility of actually leaving FA... i mean, you need talent to be an artist here... and i don't have such thing... and well... with exception of a few notes i don't have friends here anymore... or that's what it seems...
johnbluefox
MidnightAegis
celestialqueen
Striker48
~striker48
man , i'm sorry to hear all this dude... i mean yeah we have our differences, but still i just hope things will turn out good for you soon
TheTwo-BladedShadow
~thetwo-bladedshadow
OP
I actually don't think they will...
Striker48
~striker48
it will, i'm sorry about all this
TheTwo-BladedShadow
~thetwo-bladedshadow
OP
It's okay man
super4
~super4
You still have me...
TheTwo-BladedShadow
~thetwo-bladedshadow
OP
Yeah, I do...
the-bluegrox
~the-bluegrox
Your my friend too
TheTwo-BladedShadow
~thetwo-bladedshadow
OP
Yeah
