Yo guys again. Here's a resumen of what happened quickly, and plus the art status (yes commissions are open + opened some more YCHs if you want to check out), got throat sickness, had to take antibiotics and now that I'm done with them I'm recovering slowly, still with allergie attacks (cannot breathe well) because of low body guards, will ask to my clinic doctor later. In between that had tachicardia attacks with strong anxiety, got meds for it, getting used to them slowly, drawing (both computer and paper) still feels weird but I can manage to finish digital drawings smoothly, still need to practice. And meds will be changing according to what I need to relieve anxiety (was bound to happen knowing my situation, will seek my therapist again) for example: alprazolam makes me sick and does not relieve my anxiety so I need other kind of meds, lotsa of things going on with health atm but hopefully I can manage to feel better SO if I decline a commission it's because I don't want to stress myself out (I tend to worry a lot on these things) and I preffer to take simpler commissions to do, like pinups, YCH, etc. and avoid complicated things and reference sheets (wich I was hoping to take them soon but sadly still couldn't ;; ) thanks a lot for the understanding and for the support everyone!

and if I take long responding on notes, it's my net who has been working reeeeaaaaally slow... idk what's happening with the service currently, so I'll be slow on coming back online for now until it recovers, but I'm not forgetting anyone, loving you all, take care!